Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Various Methods of Escape

Hallucinate in high fidelity
The pieces of a plan
Extraction of the highest quality
Blood from my own hand
A line of lyric looping through my head
Nobody listening
It doesn't really matter anymore
Yes it doesn't mean a thing

I've gotta let go
I've gotta get straight
Why'd you have to make it so hard
Let me get away

An eye for chasing wonders to behold
Statements so profound
A place to bury everything I did
And burn it to the ground
A fire illuminates the final scene
The past repeats itself
I cannot tell the difference anymore
I cannot trust myself

I've gotta let go
I've gotta get straight
Why'd you have to make it so hard
Let me get away
I've gotta let go
I've gotta get straight
Why'd you have to make it so hard
Let me get away

NIN: Various Methods of Escape, from 2013's Hesitation Marks. (http://www.nin.wiki/Various_Methods_Of_Escape)

It hurts too much to be at the conference. I feel like most everyone from the US there hates me.

So… I'm going to hide in my room until just before it's time for me to give my talk.

I wish I'd never been part of the community. What little good I've done is outweighed by how miserable of a failure I am, and how many people hate me now.

All I want at this point is to be left alone.

My talk slides are scheduled to auto-post at the end of my talk, for anyone who wants them.

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